Pray with me that my twin girls will finish college at Ohio University and walk into good paying jobs. I had them late in life. They're father wanted them aborted,(because of our age)...therefore contributes nothing. I had it under control for the first year or so. It was hard but I was shuffling my finances to not take out loans. But one of my girls was holding a secret...she lost her scholarships. She was afraid to tell me because she saw how I was struggling already. Well, that added almost $9000.00 more to the equation. Needless to say she was not able to sign up for her second year...She and I both are devastated! college is so expensive for one...but I'm trying to help both my daughters to get degrees ! Now, I'm trying to encourage her, to hold on. My house is falling down, my car is in need of repair...and I'm tired from working long hours, swing shift, and juggling bills to make ends meet! Now I'm starting to feel the guilt...one daughter watching her sister continue her education (which she just lost one of her scholarships). Pray with me! I'm so tired! I work swing shift so I don't get to church like I used too! Really, really praying and coming against depression in my life & my daughters life! I'm to old for that now!!! Just need some saints to be agreement with me!!!